Philophobia

Atychiphobia, fear of failure. A person afflicted with Atychiphobia considers the possibility of failure so intense that they choose not to take the risk. Often this person will subconsciously undermine their own efforts so that they no longer have to continue to try. - wikipedia

Philophobia, fear of being in love and falling in love. - wikipedia

Well that is me on the topic of love. Don't get me wrong,  I am single and happy. But that does not mean I stay single by choice. I admit I am always awkward around guys that I am interested in. I have the tenancies to hide my feelings and ignore the guy on purpose. I need to change and they say acknowledging the problem is the first step to changes. Problem is I acknowlege it years ago but never progress since. It is my Achilles heel and I go a niggling feeling that things will not change.  Alast alack the day is black, that is for today only. Next...